My Prayer...

Is to love myself as much as God does.
I'm working on it.
I have a lot of preconceived notions about the way things should be.
I used to believe I have to have A, B, & C before I can even start certain processes.
But I'm moving past that.
Sometimes you just work with what God is blessing you with right now.
Right now= the present.
Not what I strive to have 6 months from now but right now.
I let my weight stand in the way of my acting career.
I am just as talented as if I was 50 lbs smaller.
Somewhere along the line I got the message that I wasn't lovable heavy.
But I am erasing that thinking.
Planting new seeds of thought:
I am lovable just as I am.
I am still Gods child.
I am still caring, funny, nice, interesting, talented, silly...

2006 will not be missed...
2007 is my year. It is my time! To be the best me. It all starts this weekend when KSD helps me organize...
I took this survey( I heart these) from errinhaines.com:

1. what did you do in 2006 that you’d never done before?
Catered my birthday party & loved it.
2. did you keep your new year’s resolution?
I don't remember my resolutions from 2005.
3. did someone close to you give birth?
Yes-Yeah for Safiyah she is beautiful!!
4. did anyone close to you die? Yes-RIP Uncle Nicky
5. what countries did you visit? I stayed stateside all year-sad!
6. what would you like to have in 2007 that you lacked in 2006? Organization, abundance of money, romantic love,acting jobs
7. what date from 2006 will forever remain in your memory? July 21
8. what is your biggest achievement in 2006?
Getting a therapist
9. what was your biggest failure?
not auditioning
10. did you suffer illness or injury?
migranes and cramps-someone find a cure for both
11. what’s the best thing you bought?
hmmmm
12. whose behavior merited celebration?
hmmmmm
13. who’s behavior appalled/depressed you?
kramer
14. where did most of your money go?
Old Navy, WHole Foods
15. what did you get really excited about?
Safiyah
16. what songs will always remind you of 2006?
Laffy Taffy
17. compared with last year are you:happier or sadder?
Happier-I've accepted the loss of a friendship.
18. what do you wish you’d done more of?
Excercise, yoga, dance
19. what do you wish you’d done less of?
overeat
20. how did you spend christmas?
With my family in Indy. Including my favorite cousins "Big Dave & Coco"
21. did you fall in love in 2006?
I fell more in love with myself
22. how many one night stands?
0
23. favorite tv program?
Greys Anatomy
24. do you hate anyone new?
Hate is such a strong word! I dislike someone new that I thought was a friend until I let him move in...
25. best book you read?

26. greatest musical discovery?
Corrine Bailey Rae
27. what did you want and get? laptop
28. what did you want and not get?
Astology reading from Faith
29. favorite film of the year?
The Departed