Hey Everyone,

I'm going on vacation so I'll be out for a week!

But I will take notes cuz I'm sure craziness will occur in the Vineyard...


-SUNSHINE

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-Sunshine

For the LOVE of Beyonce...

I will admit it, I am a Beyonce fan.
I love her music and videos(not her acting). I actually get super excited when she has a new video coming out.

To be honest, when I first heard "Deja Vu" on the radio, I thought it was ok. But I knew with all of the radio play it would totally grow on me.

But I couldn't wait for the video.
Beyonce videos always deliver!
I mean the booty shake "uh-oh" dance that the "Crazy in Love" video gave us was Revolutionary.
There was nothing like being at the club in the summer of '03 and "Crazy In Love" would come on and all the ladies (including me) would do the botty shake. It was fantabulous!

So I waited with baited breath , with my friend Kameelah,(also a Beyonce fan) as we downloaded the new video on her lap top.

Needless to say, I was disappointed! I couldn't believe it.
Beyonce always brings it!

But this was just ok.
No cute dance moves that I could do at the club.
Just some crazy African type dancing.
I did like her back bend.
But she did that in the "Check on It" video. No big Whoop to see it twice.

Do you understand how I could watch the "Check On It" video over and over and never get sick of it.
Or better yet the moves from the 2005 BET AWARDS the she put on Terrance Howard.
My then roommate, Maisha, and I tried to get those moves down pact for weeks.

But there is nothing in the new video that I wanted to duplicate.
And don't even get me started on Janet Jackson's boring video with Nelly...

SACRIFICE

Sacrifice.
That is my new moto, word of the day, what have you.
In order to get things accomplished I must sacrifice. I have to act like an adult.
Which sucks.
I like to give into every whim I have, therefore causing me to have bills to pay and I have gained back all of the weight I'd lost.
I'm ready for a change so I'm going to, you guessed it, S-A-C-R-I-F-I-C-E.

No more running to Whole Foods for cheese and crackers or eating out twice a day.
I may have my hair in a pony tail for a while (thank God I look good with a snatch back!) I may not even go to the movies every week! Well maybe.
Here is the kicker, I'm looking into getting a part time job in addition to my 40 hours a week, and my acting class schedule! The cool thing is I want to do make-up at Bloomingdales or Saks. I figure I'll learn something make friends and get tons of free products, on top of a pay check. You can't beat that.
So I'm going to make it do what it do....

Weight!


Oprah is revisiting her "bootcamp" episode today.
Why can't I buckle down and do the bootcamp?
12 weeks to minus 25-30 lbs! WOW! I could use that weight loss! Plus it would be just in time for my birthday. I just want a buddy to do it with!
That would help! Just the Libra in me wanting a partner! My friends here in NYC are skinny.
Damn!
Its hard to do the bootcamp with abuddy long distance. Cuz I get really gung ho then slack off like most of America! I'm sick of having 2 stomachs!
Gotta do something!
Please help me Tom Cruise! Do your magic! -I really want to see the new Will Farrell movie!

MONEY!!!!


Its always an issue!
My current job printed my credit report and I had it sent to me, wow!
This is sad!
I have to grow up and start climbing out of D-E-B-T! Which sucks because I want to move to a better apartment! My current apartment in Queens floods and with all of the rain that we have had since March-I've been screwed! It smells damp and there is mold growing on my walls.
I know, I know I should move (I hear you Daddy) but...
how can you save $$$,enjoy a movie & dinner, get your hair done, and pay off your bills on $30-something a year?
Riddle me that!